shadow, 2020

My shadow’s shedding skin – I’ve been picking scabs again
I’m down, digging through my old muscles looking for a clue

I’ve been crawling on my belly clearing out what could’ve been
I’ve been wallowing in my own confused and insecure delusions
For a piece to cross me over or a word to guide me in
I want to feel the changes coming down
I want to know what I’ve been hiding in my shadow

(42&2 – Tool)

shadow, 2020
pencils on paper, A5

advanced rorschach, 2020

A3, Ink and acrylic on paper

The eye wants to be pleased. maybe it’s just an unobtrusive background, maybe something that really has a form and wants to be seen. When you dream, do you dream only in black and white?
Or do you dream in color?

i’m back again to drawing OH cards.. this one i saw in dream: it was a suddenly dying patient, you can see water coming out of him

actually got to upload all of them, but i’m still on like 30+ items.. would like to make about 60 or 80

one more small sketch

Chaste tree

Vitex agnus-castus, also called vitex, chaste tree, chasteberry, Abraham’s balm, lilac chastetree, or monk’s pepper, is a native of the Mediterranean region.

it seems to help against pms BUT i didn’t check the papers if the evidence exists so let’s just enjoy this plant beauty